| Sunday, February 13th, 2005 |
| 6:41 pm |
I forgot this very important part of the night. Laurie made a comment about how she is a bad storey teller and i said "omg i am to this one time this kid said....well i dont remeber what he said but basically he said i am bad at tellin stories" and everyone started cracking up i did not really get it but apparently i told that story badly as well. Good times Good times!!! Current Mood:  energetic |
| 6:12 pm |
bootstraps bootstraps
hey all, I had an awesome weekend so even if u dont care im gunna tell u bout it anyway. So friday night i drove my neighbor to his friends house however it was not the friends house that he told his mother he was going to but any way this kid lives on a wicked narrow dirt road and when i went to pull out of his drive way i almost hit a tree and then i saw a car coming so i pulled back into the kids drive way while brian (my neighbor) was still outsaide and i felt like such and idiot because the car pulled in to the driveway right b4 the the one i was in so i didnt really have to pull back into the driveway in the first place so the i went over my cousin's house and just kinda chilled and played pool even tho i suck at pool wicked bad it was still fun so the on saturday i went to work and cut myself a couple of times while ripping tickets off of peopl's clothes and my buddy karin was not working so i was verry upset about that but then i came home and i went online to talk to shoneeeee bout goin to Gina's game cuz i no longer had to do my french project with sara so i went to the game and had lots of fun there were many exciting moments but i have to say that the funniest thing was when we went to the bathroom and the little thing yuo put tampons and shit in did not have a door on it so i was just like ok i can deal with this but then i saw laurie go into the stall next to me and u could see right into the stall so i flipped out im like OMG im am not comfortable and i was laughing hysterically and laurie and gina were like whats wrong y r u laughing and wheni finnaly calmed down i told them and omg it was hillarious so when the game was over me gina laurie and michelle decided to go to gina's house so she could change the go get pizza at the papaginos/deangelo's in norwood we got a chese pizza with my free large cheese pizza coupon i got from my mom, acouple of wraps, a few cookies and a few drinks and while i was getting my drink i pinched my finger in the door of the refridgerator thing in and it hurt really bad im such a clutz anyway we were planning on taking it back to michelles house and eating it but the fat pigs that we are decided to eat it right there we did go back to michelle's house tho and watched pirates of the caribean such a good movie "willies, I love willies" and "bootstarps bootstraps" are two of ther best lines in the movie if u havent seen the movie i suggest u go out right now and by right now i dont mean tomorrow or in a couple hours i mean right now and rent it the watch it the second u get home. all in all it was an awesome night then today i got up at like 11 then i went over sara's house at about 1230 worked on our project till about 300 and i must say that the drwings in our book are exquisit (spelling ?) then i went to S&S and got two roses one 4 my mom and one for my sis then on my way to cvs to get my dad sumthin i decided the i wanted to go to watsons but i had already gone past it so i went to cvs then back to watsons for some fudge the i went home had an early valentines day bcuz my family is too impatient to wait till tomorrow (including me) then i did some hw ate supper went to study for anatomy realized i didnt have my notebook couldnt study for psychology cuz i didnt have my book so i decided to write about my excellent weekend and for once i am not being sarcastic wheni say that so i guess thats it and i will c u on the flip side......ahahahaha where does this stuff come from? peace out! Current Mood: bouncy |
| Friday, February 4th, 2005 |
| 9:16 pm |
hello, well i dont really have anything to write it is basically the same thing every time i write and its getting kinda boring and redundant. Well tonite i took my sister out to dinner and then bowling cuz i didnt have anything better to do. thats pretty much it I have work tomorrow and the super bowl is on sunday I got my state champs jacket last weekend but not the ring those havent come in yet. Today is Rachel's birthday she is 18 and i asume that she is out somewhere because her away message is her cell phone number but the fact that I am here typing explains what I always complain about well im bored so im just gunna go back to doing nothing peace out! Current Mood:  lonelyCurrent Music: green day |
| Friday, January 28th, 2005 |
| 8:17 pm |
Well since I didn't have any plans for tonite (*like I would have plans any way) I took my sister to strawberries cuz I had a gift certificate from christmas and I felt the need for some new CDs so she got the Aaron Carter CD cuz she listened to mine from when I was like 11 and she had to have one too. I got the Green Day, Kelly Clarkson, and Maroon 5 CDs I kind of dissappointed that I didn't get a CD that had "angry" music cuz that is one of the emotions I am feelin right now. I listen to music based on what emotions i feel at the time. The emotions of a typical weekend usually go from hope/denile to sadness/depression and either stays there or turns into anger. Right now it is a mix of anger and depression. Earlier it was pure anger, I know because I blasted Eminem for over an hour while I cleaned my room, i dont clean unless i'm angry. Kelly is really the only American Idol winner that is actually kind of popular Ruben and Clay were just one hit wonders the newest winner Fantasia I have never even heard of. The only good thing about this weekend is Sunday cuz I am gettin my State Champs jacket and ring,Yipee!! but atr this popint im not even that excited about it which is pretty bad cuz i was wicked excited before but things change. Dont get me wrong I still really want the jacket and ring but im just not in a good mood and i dont think anything could snap me ouit of it. So now im just gunna go back to sulking and wishing i could smash the computer screen. Peace out! Current Mood:  infuriated and a tad depressedCurrent Music: Marroon 5 |
| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 |
| 6:46 pm |
Hello All, Ii cant even remember the last time I wrote in this thing. I believe i wrote about my friends in one of the last few entries and I thought that I would let every one know that things are not any better and they may possibly be worse if thats even possible. I just dont know what to do anymore. I cant wait to go to college and meet all new people. People that are around almost 24/7 that are always looking for something to do or someone to hang out with. I am so sick of sitting at home every weekend by myself I try to get people to go out but they always have some sort of excuse I feel like they just dont want to do stuff with me Then i think about what it is going to be like next year at school and for a brief moment I am happy but then I remind myself that college is 7 months away and for now I am stuck with the life I have. Every once in awhile everything with my friends seems to be ok but it is usaully only for one day (more liek part of a day) it seems so surreal because I know in the back of my head that things are not like they used to be and I go home thinking about what just happened and hoping that This time things are going to turn out different but each time I am just setting my self up for another dissappointment. I just dont know what to do anymore I cant wait till next year but what am I supposed to do in the mean time? Current Mood:  indescribableCurrent Music: Reference the song/poem in my prof for this one |
| Saturday, November 20th, 2004 |
| 9:15 pm |
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!!!!! Last night was the night of my life. Pure exhilaration and utter disbelief is the only way i can descibe it. Alli remeber i looking at the score board with 6 minutes left and knowing that we were gunna win. then less than a minute and i started crying in the goal cage then the ball got down my end and i had to get my self to gether fast before i let in anothe goal. I dont know if i kicked the ball out or someone hit the ball out but i turned around and saw Molly "the steal wall" thorton running at me and tackling me. My helmet was already alittle bent and i had been squishing my head the whole game. The porker pile on kerry didnt make matters any better my head was smushed into the ground then everyone from the bench arrived and piled ontop. thats wen i started flipping out. 1. my head was about to pop like a big huge zit and 2. the pressure was suffocating me i couldnt breath I started sceaming "GET UP, GET UP, GET UP" it was hillarious. Then after everyone got up i started going aroung to people in hysterics grabbing their shoulders and gettin right up in their face and screaming "WE JUST FUCKIN WON THE STATE CHAMPIONSHIP" it was rediculous (i dont know if thats how u spell it but w/e) Then there is a whole lot of other shit that happened after that but im too tired to type it all. If you wanna know the details just ask me later i will be more than happy to fill u in on everything. I have a medal if u would liekto see it but i have to wait til jan 30th to see the jacket o and ring. I dont know if i can wait that long. right now i have a heat pad on my neck trying to make the pain go away. I dont know if it is gunna work so far it has only made me sweaty so i think this is a lost cause but w/e well im out peace! Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: what ever is on the radio |
| Sunday, November 14th, 2004 |
| 5:39 pm |
hey all, I havent writen in such a lond time but ive been wicked busy with school and fieldhockey and spending any extra time relaxing that i havent had time. Today was the southsectionals and WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been on the team the past two yrs and we lost both times and last yr i think i was more upset than the seniors but w/e. Today we won and im so excited Its so surreal i remember goin to the games freshman yr to watch amy and now i have the potential to win the states just like her. The fame, the glory, the ring, most importanly the jacket. Honestly i went into the game not expecting to win. I had it in my head that this was is we have never gotten beyond this pt and this yr was not goin to be any different. Be my team proved me wrong. Dont get me wrong i wanted to win incredibly bad i did everything in my power to make sure that that happened but i didnt BELIEVE we were going to do it i knew that we could do it but its weird cuz i made a sign for the bus that said BELIEVE and i didnt but i proved myself wrong. Tuesday we have the Eastern mass finals. We can win that to i believe that we will aslong as the reet of my team knows that we have to work for it. victories are not just going to be handed to us we have to fight for them. If anyone wants to come to the game i might have already said this but we are playin at bentley college at 7 on tuesday. Well i got to get back to my hw ive been sittin here with my book in my lap the whole time peace out! Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: im rockin out to The Backstreet Boys "Millennium" hahaha!!!! |
| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 |
| 8:01 pm |
hey all im still wicked excited from my game and it got over at like 5 but hey we beat dedham so i have a rught to be excited. I should be doin my hw but i really dont feel like it so im gunna write this then pretend to read for a while. actually i dont really have anything to right. im still stressed out not nervous anymore ontil the next big game we have. I plan on goin to the football game this friday so im excited that i actually have sumthin to do this weekend. i have french first period tomorrow which sucks cuz i hate french. im extremely upset that i just ate my last twix bar because i didnt know that it was my last one until i went to get another one and there were no more!!!! whatever i dont have anythin to write so i guess i have to go do my hw CRAP!!!!! i hate homework Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: "My place" Nelly and "Turn me on" Kevin Lyttle |
| 7:50 pm |
hey all im still wicked excited from my game and it got over at like 5 but hey we beat dedham so i have a rught to be excited. I should be doin my hw but i really dont feel like it so im gunna write this then pretend to read for a while. actually i dont really have anything to right. im still stressed out not nervous anymore ontil the next big game we have. I plan on goin to the football game this friday so im excited that i actually have sumthin to do this weekend. i have french first period tomorrow which sucks cuz i hate french. im extremely upset that i just ate my last twix bar because i didnt know that it was my last one until i went to get another one and there were no more!!!! whatever i dont have anythin to write so i guess i have to go do my hw CRAP!!!!! i hate homework Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: "My place" Nelly and "Turn me on" Kevin Lyttle |
| 7:50 pm |
hey all im still wicked excited from my game and it got over at like 5 but hey we beat dedham so i have a rught to be excited. I should be doin my hw but i really dont feel like it so im gunna write this then pretend to read for a while. actually i dont really have anything to right. im still stressed out not nervous anymore ontil the next big game we have. I plan on goin to the football game this friday so im excited that i actually have sumthin to do this weekend. i have french first period tomorrow which sucks cuz i hate french. im extremely upset that i just ate my last twix bar because i didnt know that it was my last one until i went to get another one and there were no more!!!! whatever i dont have anythin to write so i guess i have to go do my hw CRAP!!!!! i hate homework Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: "My place" Nelly and "Turn me on" Kevin Lyttle |
| Tuesday, September 14th, 2004 |
| 7:11 pm |
hey all! i know u really care whats going on in my life but im gunna vent a little bit cuz if i dont im gunna explode!!!!!! So i am extremely stressed out. i am being bombarded with homework. i have to read 40 pages by friday, study my ass off for a test in anatomy on monday and to all the homework inbetween there is like this 5 page packet that i have to do for friday and a two page lab i have to do eachday. i have to write an essay for sociology and then whatever other homework i get in between. I feel so behind on college its not even funny. I havent visited anywhere. I havent done my college essay i dont even know where to start. Ihavent filled out the athlete form things or made a video for the two colleges that sent me stuff to fill out for them i have no idea what the hell im doing with college my parents dont know how rto help and i dont know how im gunna pay for anything even the applications i have no money!!!!!!! i need another job but i cant get one till after fh i need a car to get to and from that job but i need a job to get money to get a car. all in all i feel that what i need is to somehow wipe all my trobles away atleast for a period of time. Maybe this weekend ill try to get away from it all for a night. actually that was my plan last weekend but it never happened i didnt go anywhere i sat at home by my self but this weekend i dont care if i dont have anyone to do it with ill do it by my self wow thats pathetic. if anyone has a better way to "escape"/wipe my trobles away feel free to give me suggestions k? o ya im wicked nervous for my game tomorrow. i am actually gunna get some action and that scres the shit out of me dedham is wicked good and i wanna beat them so bad its practically all up to me if i let goals in then we lose and its all my fault. any way i gotta go do my hw that i should be doin instead of typin all this shit. peace out! Current Mood:  nervousCurrent Music: "on the way down" |
| Friday, August 20th, 2004 |
| 12:27 pm |
last night i went over my cousin's and i played with his new puppy shes sooooooooooo cute i love puppies her name is daisy then i came home and i decided that i wanted to sleep on the couch. Biiiiiigggggggg mistake. last night was the worst night sleep ever. I woke up atleast like 30 times half of the time it was because it was so hot and the other half i just randomly woke up probly cause i was uncomfotable. y didnt i go upstairs to my room with my nice bed and airconditioning? I DONT KNOW maybe im stupid or sumthin or maybe im lazy ya thats probly the best explaination 4 it im too lazy to walk up the stairs well then i finally got up at like 12 and i had breakfast and straightened my hair nit for any particular reason i just felt like it and now im here typin and listening to oldies cuz im bored i dunno y im listening to oldies maybe cuz this station doesnt have commercials and i hate commercials so ya i think im gunna go play a game or sumthin so peace out! Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: oldies |
| Thursday, August 19th, 2004 |
| 5:05 pm |
hey all nothin really interseting has happened since the last time i wrote but i thought that i would extend an offer to anyone who wants to my parents went away for a couple of days and im gunna b really bored so if u wanna come ova and chill thats cool with me aiight peace out! Current Mood: morose (dunno wat it means)Current Music: "lean back" |
| Monday, August 16th, 2004 |
| 2:38 pm |
o ya i forgot to tell u bout friday night my mom asks me if i can watch emily which she never does she just asumes that i will and i didnt have anything to do so i said ya y not then at like 7ish john called and asked if i was doin anything at first i was excited cuz i hadnt talked to him since the 4th but then i remembered that o ya im watchin my little sister!!!!!! I was soooooo pissed off!!!!!! i couldnt blame this one on my mom tho cuz i didnt have to say yes but anyway cya |
| 2:22 pm |
hey i know i havent writen in this thing forever its cuz my computer is wicked messed up and everytime i try it freezes well anyway lets see what has happened since last time well i went to fh camp at the end of july it was fun if u think running around all day to the point of exhaustion is fun haha jk it wasnt that bad then last weekend i went to another fh camp at harvard that was funn too it was mostly team activities and wasnt as intense as the camp at bentley rachel has been in maine for the past two weeks she comes home on the weekends to work then she goes back everyone is goin up to her house in maine this week but i cant go cuz i have a doctors appointment that i tried to switch but couldnt so i figured well im not gunna c her for a hole week so maybe we can hang out so i mentioned it but it hasnt happened so now i probly wont c her til preseason and i probly wont c any of my other friends till the first day of school isnt that awesome i havent seen my friends practically all summer well im gettin depressed talkin bout this so im out cya Current Mood: depressed (its a great feelin)Current Music: d-12 "how come" |
| Saturday, July 10th, 2004 |
| 6:59 pm |
well im bored as usual nothin really exciting has happened i mean ive gone out and stuff but it was kinda boring and u probly dont really wanna hear about it so im not gunna tell u k? anyway today i went to work theni went over my parents' friends' house and ate food then i left cuz it was really boring which it always is but my mom doesnt seem to understand that then i came home and took a shower cuz i felt gross and sweaty so yeah im really bored and pretty lonely if anyone wants to do sumthin tonite im free im usually always free cuz almost all of my friends are away they've all left me except for rachel black but she has a life and i cant expect her to hang out with me every night (that goes to show u how many friends i have =D ) k peace out! call me if u wanna do sumthin im up for just about anything Current Mood: hungry (when am i not?)Current Music: "there's gotta be more to life" |
| Monday, July 5th, 2004 |
| 3:49 pm |
i havent writen in this thing for such a long time. well i went to the fire works on saturday and i was sooooo mad it wasnt even funny someone told me that you could feel my anger which u probably could because i was so mad but then after yellin alot and being aproached by a police woman to c if everything was alright we yelled some more then i cried and laid down on a bech and lokked at the stars. it made me calm down and i felt better after rachel came over and talked to me one on one. then yesterday i had a paryt to go to at my cousins house i went on thier trampoline it was wicked fun i havent been on a trampoline in such a long time and today i went over rachels to say good bye to her and emily cuz they are goin to europe for 10 days!!!! What am i gunna do with out them???????? im gunna be so bored so if u are bored too call me and we can hang out cuz im lonely already and i really dont like it so im gunna go peace out! Current Mood: lonely |
| Sunday, June 27th, 2004 |
| 3:57 pm |
well friday night i sat at my house doing nothing, saturday i went to work from work went straight to the mall to get some new clothes that i like alot but dont really need then from the mall i went straight to rachels house and me gab rachel and blacka watched a coulpe of movies then i came home and was in bed for about half an hour when i hear my phone ringing. it was my mom callin to see where i was little did she know that i was already up stairs hahahaha what an idiot!!!!! then today i didnt do much of anything im kinda bored wait no really bored but there is absolutely nothin to do in this town so i geuss im stuck being bored. if anyone has some ideas for sumthin fun i could do please enlighten me. i know u all enjoyed hearing about my funfilled weekend peace out! Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: if u want my body and u think im sexy HaHaHaHaHaHa!!!!!!!!!! |
| Friday, June 25th, 2004 |
| 8:16 pm |
well it has been 3 days since school got out and i havent done much of anything. I went down the cape that was fun at times and not fun at other times because i would get upset about stupid things (i didnt think they were stupid at the time) i dont know whats wrong with me sometimes. ill be sittin there and all of a sudden feel completly alone even tho im im with all my friends. it happens most of the time when im not with my friends tho. Ill just be sittin at home doin ablsolutly nothing and be overcome by loneliness and get depressed that i have no life what so ever because im not out doin somthing when everyone else is. Idk whatever im fuckin psycotic i dont know what to do about it. Anyway i came home yesterday and ended up going over my cousin's house with her and her friiends. Amy invited me but she probly didnt expect me to really come over but surprise!!! i did and i had fun i had smirnoff ice!!! it was so good i luv it but i had to go home afterwards so i didnt drink alot but it was so funny amy and her friend erin were completly trashed they were sittin over there takin shots and stumbling around fuckin hilarious and then amy's other friend cristen maybe? i dont really know everyone just calls her brownie she was drunk too just noit nearly as bad. I love watchin drunk people. its funnier if you are drunk too but hey what are r ya gunna do? so then today was my parents anniversary so i spent my last 25 bucks on flowers and a card and chocolate for my parents. whay the hell did i do that? i could have saved that money or spent it on clothes for myself beacause ive realized that i have absolutly no clothes what so ever. ive worn scrubs for the past like 5 days its pretty sad but i get paid tomorrow so i can go shopping. but i really shouldnt because i need to save my money i have so much shit im gunna have to pay for next year that i need to save now. and when i go to college i need to save for that to cuz my family is poor and they dont have any money to give me im gunna have to do it all on my own they might be able to spare some monee here and there but no where naer what i need. well anyway i know u enjoyed hearing about my entertaining life HaHaHa thats a good one isnt it? Im gunna go try to entertain myself for a while HaHaHaHaHa John it would be easier if i had a car tho HaHaHaHaHaHa!!!!!!!! k peace out! Current Mood: indescribable |
| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 |
| 1:30 pm |
Last day of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well right now i am extremely excited. It is the last day of school and although i am extremely bored right now i am wicked excited. Tonite after my fieldhockey game im goin down the cape for a couple of days (its gunna be awesome i cant wait) any way nothing really happened today so im just gunna name some songs and song lyrics and u can tell me what u think of each song (or not it is really just for my own entertainment, i would be more entertained if u replied tho but whatever floats ur boat =D) K here we go: 1. "turn me on" funniest song ever its the one that says, caress my body, hahaha 2. hello there the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we cant live like jack and sally if we want where u can always find me and we'll have halloween on christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends, good song 3. there's a place off ocean avenue where i used to sit and talk with u we were both 16 and it felt so right sleepin all day stayin up all night, luv that one too 4. gimmie the best boys and free my soul i wanna get lost in ur rock n roll and drift away come and take me away, i absolutely luv that song even tho its old and no one else probly likes it but w/e 5. sup baby my name's slim shady im the lead singer of D12 baby they're all like omg its him becky o my fricken god its eminem i swear to fricken god dude u fricken rock please wont u please let me suck ur cock, hahahahahahahaha i find that hilarius even tho i dont really like it anymore but hey what ya gunna do k theres alot of other songs i like too but i g2g so peace out (thats my new goodbye saying) p.s. dont make fun of me if i spelt stuff wrong or messed up the words i just type what i think i hear so stuff it up ur ass if u make fun of me k? hahaha cya Current Mood: energeticCurrent Music: "turn me on" hahahahahaha |
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